i want to go home

i keep playing Micheal Buble song "Home" over and over again on my way to work today. Is it a sad song ? donno? Or is it a love song??

I want to go home? But where is my home? My House that i brought or should i say Mortgaged which is in the capital city which i don't realy like or the the hometown where i growth up?

This capital city is giving me chance to earn some decent living but it is so boring and should i say streesful city to be reside for long term.

But the small hometown does not give me the income that i needed and i feel some time unwelcome when i was there.

But i do miss the hometown most of the time, i want to go home, but how? i want to go home..................

where actually is my home??......................

loneliness

Every body feel lonely some time or most of the time.

My nephew msn me today tell me that he feel lonely before he msn me........... he is just below 12 and talk to me about loneliness, dieing, and stuff like that. i cann't blame him, his father deserted the family and is now a fugitive(i think). My sister divorced their father, and trying to earn a living doing a shift type of job. So he might in one time or another have to leave alone in the house if his brother and sister not at home. And cos of the dyfunction of the family, he was not close to his sister and brother............

So what i told him was to pray/read bible/book if he feel sad and lonely. I was staying too far from him to provide any other comfort. But asked him to call me on cell phone or msn/skype me if he find me on line............. that is how little i can do, but of course i can also pray for him...............